3 hrs 43 mins | MEDICALLainie Chait was diagnosed with epilepsy in 1991 at the age of 19. At the time of diagnosis, there were three roads to go down - avoidance, acceptance or rebellion. Avoidance was her first choice. Falling in the shower, brain jerks and muscle twitches when she was 14 was the beginning of something 'not quite right' about her early teenage years. She hid these symptoms from family and friends for three years in the hope that they were just ‘growing pains’.
As she started reaching the age of independence (18 in Australia) and started to drink, stay up late and go out partying, these ‘growi...
Lainie Chait was diagnosed with epilepsy in 1991 at the age of 19. At the time of diagnosis, there were three roads to go down - avoidance, acceptance or rebellion. Avoidance was her first choice. Falling in the shower, brain jerks and muscle twitches when she was 14 was the beginning of something 'not quite right' about her early teenage years. She hid these symptoms from family and friends for three years in the hope that they were just ‘growing pains’.
As she started reaching the age of independence (18 in Australia) and started to drink, stay up late and go out partying, these ‘growing pains’ turned into a seizure condition that could no longer be ignored. Eventually doctors, diagnoses and medicines were brought into the equation.
She tried acceptance but at the time it wasn’t the right fit, as the very thought of taming down her young, fun life and replace it with medicine, early nights and mature personal decisions was just too hard to fathom.
Rebellion then became her main focus and she achieved this by partying, staying up late and ignoring the triggers. This mindset carried with it an enormous amount of embarrassment and shame. She constantly felt like a failure after each of the 250+ Grand Mal seizures she endured over 25 years.
But she wasn’t just rebelling against a diagnosis; she was rebelling against a system that has the capacity to make you feel better but at a price that also keeps you in a place of perpetual illness. She needed to know why she had epilepsy and the only way she was going to find this out was to take herself off all the meds and research it, live it, feel it, document and manage it for herself.
She did this much to the horror of her doctors, friends and family. She went on a journey to get to know her brain and what makes it tick and glitch. The journey was about finding out just how much control she did and didn’t have over her seizures.
Electro Girl is Lainie Chait's story of resilience, growth and self advocacy.
| # | Title | Duration |
|---|---|---|
| 1. | Opening |
0 mins 12 secs |
| 2. | Dedication |
0 mins 28 secs |
| 3. | Introduction |
6 mins 14 secs |
| 4. | Chapter 1 - Electro Girl |
14 mins 52 secs |
| 5. | Chapter 2 - Shhh, it's a Secret |
9 mins 18 secs |
| 6. | Chapter 3 - The Jig is Up |
15 mins 05 secs |
| 7. | Chapter 4 - Young and Invincible |
9 mins 47 secs |
| 8. | Chapter 5 - When Sparks Fly |
16 mins 22 secs |
| 9. | Chapter 6 - An Alternative Pathway |
15 mins 17 secs |
| 10. | Chapter 7 - A Grand Mal Marriage |
18 mins 11 secs |
| 11. | Chapter 8 - You Can't Do That! |
13 mins 57 secs |
| 12. | Chapter 9 - Revelations |
12 mins 00 secs |
| 13. | Chapter 10 - The Scientific Proof |
5 mins 55 secs |
| 14. | Chapter 11 - Leaving the Comfort Zone |
18 mins 41 secs |
| 15. | Chapter 12 - Permissions for Prescriptions |
19 mins 57 secs |
| 16. | Chapter 13 - The Drug War |
15 mins 02 secs |
| 17. | Chapter 14 - Reprogramming the Motherboard |
12 mins 08 secs |
| 18. | Chapter 15 - Yours, in Light and Electricity |
13 mins 09 secs |
| 19. | Acknowledgements |
3 mins 02 secs |
| 20. | About the Author |
1 mins 35 secs |
| 21. | Closing |
0 mins 14 secs |
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